by onemisguidedghost

i can’t communicate with my parents anymore

i don’t know why

every time i speak with them my heart races

everything comes back to dark

and then i just can’t

i feel bad because they’re getting older

and i fear that

for them and for me

but i can’t seem to talk or relate to them.

two years

two years miserable and happy

wanting to go back and wanting to move forward.